this one decision that we've all got to make would cost us quite alot. and now it's my turn to make up my mind. honestly.. i don't know. i want to do the right thing, but that part of me doesn't want to surrender certain stuff. but i really don't want to waste my youth away. for You God.
Friday, February 5, 2010 5:39 PM
many things i say, i don't mean. many things i meant, i don't say. many things i don't want to do, i do. just like how i'm typing this crap post now. many things i want to do, i can't. but God will make a way.
seriously hate being choleric, emo or dramatic. and all the more, i hate being stuck in such situations. but God will make a way.
anyway, one movie really disgusted me. SPECIES, check it out and tell me if you puked. it's not the graphics, but the whole notion of immorality really freaks me out. after switching channels, i really appreciate the media feeding me with things that i delight in hahahah.
Thursday, February 4, 2010 9:36 PM
the only constant is change. when everyone else is running ahead, who will turn back to walk alongside me? no, this time i mean love, not Love. or maybe love doesn't matter. it's going to be one tough race from now on, on my own. and honestly, grass on the other side looks greener somehow. how long will i persist in Your strength to choose the narrow road?
will anyone ever understand? now i'm back to square one.
Cai
"never will I leave you;
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