Cai
FOJ,
JCEast.
JCEA5(a)!

faith-filled&faithful, child&servant

more than life is love, more than love is Love

"never will I leave you;
never will I forsake you."
-Hebrews 13:5

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and You're the place my life begins
and You'll be where it ends
i'm flying without wings

let me always be reminded that it's in Your presence that i rest.
and that i want to rest in Your presence.
to not always be on the search for excitement.

to prune myself,
get rid of all the excess baggage and just come before You as a simple COG.
there are things in life that i have to get rid off.
it's like throwing all the useless textbooks on my desk,
i have got to do it.

旧的不去新的不来.
new wineskin cannot contain old wine.

there's this constant you'ld always have to cling onto,
these situations that you've just have to let go and allow it to pass you by.
like a factory worker, do my part and send it off,
not holding onto it and expect myself to see its work being completed,
i know it wouldn't come to pass cos i lack the skills.

God has planted the seed, we(i) have all watered it,
it's now just up to God to get it germinating.

various analogies and mentalities.
i believe i have not done the extreme.
it's just tenable this time.
or at least let me prove to you that it is befitting.

God i really love You.
You know my heart, i do.
You bring me true joy, peace, fulfillment and anguish.
You know that i love You.
and honestly, only You take the throne in my heart.

I know you inside and out, and find little to my liking. you're not cold, you're not hot -- far better to be either cold or hot! you're stale. you're stagnant. you make me want to vomit.
- Revelation 3:15-16

sorry to say,
but this is the exact reason why i prefer you to take a stand.
had a few faces in mind when i read this verse..
which makes me quite sad.
hmm.

i've been lukewarm before,
that's why i think it is definitely far better to be either cold or hot.
and obviously being hot and passionate for God is the best choice ever.
argh really can't say this to your faces,
but do make up your mind and take a side.
or you're just the same as those who are in the dark, you lukewarm people (of God?).

to those who are hot,
maintain it and make sure you don't fall.
or how different will you be from them?

stay in the light, in the light.
don't stray towards the other side.
your enemy, the devil, is poised to pounce on anyone who is sleeping.
1 Peter 5:9
are you awake?